my deepest apologies for being mia these last few months. i had to hibernate and go within to put all of my energy and effort to giving birth to my son. his birth created a lot of turmoil inside of me. it was magical indeed, the coolest thing i ever have and ever will do, but my trust in my body and the universe to do what it needed to do didn’t go as planned and i found myself broken because of it.
i was somewhat swallowed up by the medical system and spit out feeling less than ever before. never being one to fit inside of a box becoming a mother has had it challenges mainly because i’m now feeling forced or pressured to fit into the “mom” category, one that to me feels so mediocre. like most things that women go through it’s just looked at as a thing that happens rather than given the true power that it deserves. here i am now knowing that i am a fucking goddess of creation and my son is a creation of light and power. that all the things i thought going into this adventure are true and no system will ever take that power away from me again.
we must give ourselves to the power of the self and our mother earth, for everything it can do and does. if we treated ourselves and our universe with the energy and love it deserves i promise you this earth will be a place worth passing down to our children.
now being on the other end and somehow finding myself, spirituality and trust in all things magical, i am now out on the other end of things and ready to share my inspirations with you once again…
when feeling pulled down, release all thoughts, breathe
and then just float on…
you must take care of yourself… give to yourself, then and only then can you truly give something worth giving.
actually, i did!
when you feel you’ve lost your way dig deep down into your center… that is where you always are.
mother earth never questions to do or not to do, she just does.
she is alive, she keeps us alive.
Hematite grounds and protects us. It strengthens our connection with the earth, making us feel safe and secure. It endows us with courage, strength, endurance and vitality. A “stone for the mind”, Hematite stimulates concentration and focus, enhancing memory and original thought. Hematite utilizes the magnetic qualities of our yin-yang energies to balance the meridians within the body and to provide a stable equilibrium between the ethereal nervous system and the physical nervous system. It focuses energy and emotions for balance between the body, mind and spirit. Dissolves negativity and prevents you from absorbing the negativity of others. Hematite is strong, supporting timidity, boosting self-esteem and survivability, enhancing willpower and reliability, and imparting confidence. It helps to overcome compulsions and addictions, treating overeating, smoking and other forms of overindulgence.
don’t forget to make your self a shrine.
we only have one life to live and one earth to give.
NOW, FOCUS ON ALL OF YOU.
