we, myself and her

my deepest apologies for being mia these last few months. i had to hibernate and go within to put all of my energy and effort to giving birth to my son. his birth created a lot of turmoil inside of me. it was magical indeed, the coolest thing i ever have and ever will do, but my trust in my body and the universe to do what it needed to do didn’t go as planned and i found myself broken because of it.

i was somewhat swallowed up by the medical system and spit out feeling less than ever before. never being one to fit inside of a box becoming a mother has had it challenges mainly because i’m now feeling forced or pressured to fit into the “mom” category, one that to me feels so mediocre. like most things that women go through it’s just looked at as a thing that happens rather than given the true power that it deserves. here i am now knowing that i am a fucking goddess of creation and my son is a creation of light and power. that all the things i thought going into this adventure are true and no system will ever take that power away from me again.

we must give ourselves to the power of the self and our mother earth,  for everything it can do and does. if we treated ourselves and our universe with the energy and love it deserves i promise you this earth will be a place worth passing down to our children.

now being on the other end and somehow finding myself, spirituality and trust in all things magical, i am now out on the other end of things and ready to share my inspirations with you once again…







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when feeling pulled down, release all thoughts, breathe



and then just float on…











you must take care of yourself… give to yourself, then and only then can you truly give something worth giving.





actually, i did!





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when you feel you’ve lost your way dig deep down into your center… that is where you always are.

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mother earth never questions to do or not to do, she just does.





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she is alive, she keeps us alive.

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Hematite grounds and protects us.  It strengthens our connection with the earth, making us feel safe and secure.  It endows us with courage, strength, endurance and vitality.  A “stone for the mind”, Hematite stimulates concentration and focus, enhancing memory and original thought. Hematite utilizes the magnetic qualities of our yin-yang energies to balance the meridians within the body and to provide a stable equilibrium between the ethereal nervous system and the physical nervous system.  It focuses energy and emotions for balance between the body, mind and spirit. Dissolves negativity and prevents you from absorbing the negativity of others.  Hematite is strong, supporting timidity, boosting self-esteem and survivability, enhancing willpower and reliability, and imparting confidence.  It helps to overcome compulsions and addictions, treating overeating, smoking and other forms of overindulgence.



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don’t forget to make your self a shrine.






we only have one life to live and one earth to give.





back to the roots

before man, before religion, there was earth… praise the earth. a6677d9d9b97aedf432f9f0677f1d3ab 6f147968c72144b36ca622bf185ed7a6

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as i walk the universe is walking with me

in beauty it walks before me

in beauty it walks behind me

in beauty it walks below me

in beauty it walks above in

beauty is on every side

as i walk,

i walk with beauty.

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we have all come from the one great spirit and this precious earth is our common mother.

let us walk in harmony.



One of the highest vibration minerals currently found, Danburite “connects the heart of the mind with the mind of the heart”.  Highly spiritual and sought after for its metaphysical properties, Danburite is a powerful Heart Chakra stone, relieving emotional pain and increasing acceptance of one’s self and of others.  Danburite will help you to “let your light shine”.  The pure love energy of Danburite brings serenity and peace. Gentle yet powerful, Danburite also works with the Third Eye and Crown Chakras.  Danburite stimulates the Higher Crown Chakras, connecting the Heart to these Higher Chakras, and aids in communication with Angels and Guides.   Danburite is a good stone to have around during times of extreme change, and eases the transition of those leaving the physical human form.  Danburite can help heal old deep wounds, as well as clear past Karma.


by awakening the native american teachings, you come to the realization that the earth is not something simply that you build upon and take for granted. it is a living entity. it has consciousness.


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Man’s law changes with his understanding of man. Only the laws of the spirit remain always the same.


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and while i stood there i saw more than i can tell and understood more than i saw; for i was  seeing in a sacred manner the shapes of all things in the spirit, and the shape of all shapes as they must live together like one being.

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We cannot simply think of our survival; each new generation is responsible to ensure the survival of the seventh generation. The prophecy given to us, tells us that what we do today will affect the seventh generation and because of this we must bear in mind our responsibility to them today and always.


    the Peacemaker taught us about the seven generations. he said, when you sit in council for the welfare of the people, you must not think of yourself or of your family, not even of your generation. he said, make your decisions on behalf of the seven generations coming, so that they may enjoy what you have today.






you start to think in terms of the people who come after me. those faces that are coming from beneath the earth that are yet unborn, is the way we refer to that. they are going to need the same things that we have found here, they would like the earth to be as it is now, or a little better.


 When a man moves away from nature his heart becomes hard.



well let me tell you trees are amazing, we literally breathe the air they are creating, they clean up our pollution our carbon, they store and purify water… they give us medicine that cures our diseases and food that feeds us.

 … why are we continuing to cut down something that’s so precious and essential for our existence?

plant some trees and save us!



We are made from Mother Earth and we go back to Mother Earth.





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to live by this principle, one would ask, prior to any undertaking, how it will affect the land, water, air, animals, birds, plants and the future for our children seven generations into the future?

how does it apply to you?

think about where you build a house, what kind of car you drive.

do you throw out or recycle?

what kind of impact are you making on the earth?

what kind of message are you giving your children? Teach them by example.


plants are our brothers and sisters. they talk to us and if we listen, we can hear them.







you are not here forever but your choices are.




one way or another


 one dream finished… now on to the next….

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leave all the unnecessary excess baggage…





i did not do it for you… i did it for me.




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Keep your thoughts positive, because your thoughts become your words. Keep your words positive, because your words become your behaviours. Keep your behaviours positive, because your behaviours become your habits. Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your values. Keep your values positive, because your values become your destiny


everything you need to make it happen is right inside of you.

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Azurite’s metaphysical properties still mirror its legacy powers, clearing away tension and confusion, and opening the mind to new perspectives. This crystal stimulates the intellect, awakening the development of psychic and intuitive abilities, and brings inner vision into alignment with spiritual guidance. It may be used for the enhancement of dreams, entering a meditative or channeling state, and enables out of body journeys to take place safely. Azurite is an exceptional conductor of energy, bringing a grounded, more integrated process in healing physical dis-ease. The blue ray penetrates and moves energy, calming stress levels within the system while the green ray facilitates a deep healing force. It may also be used to activate the Third Eye in cleansing the subconscious of emotionally charged thoughts or negative feelings, and restoring a higher and clearer mental state. It assists in dissolving egocentric traits, dispelling conceit, arrogance and vanity, and instills a willingness toward flexibility and individuality based on a universal connection to all. Azurite tempers the mind; it releases stress and confusion, and alleviates worry, indecision, and thoughts that linger in the back of the consciousness. To restore balance and control over emotions and reactions, simply hold the crystal and ask to have the troublesome thoughts evaporate. It is a rubbing stone that prefers to be touched to release its energies, so when wearing or carrying Azurite, remember to rub it often. Azurite stimulates all the mind centers, nourishing a keen interest in life, one’s function in society, and discovering new commonalities and links within our world.


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to every action is a reaction….


Don’t be afraid. The future is not disguised
…………as sleep. It is a tango. It is a waterfall between

two countries, the river that tried to drown you.


you can fake if you must.


“would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?”

“that depends a good deal on where you want to get to,” said the cat.
“i don’t much care where –” said alice.
“then it doesn’t matter which way you go,” said the cat.
 “– so long as I get somewhere,” alice added as an explanation.
“oh, you’re sure to do that,” said the cat, “if you only walk long enough.”



A mental image gives you a framework upon which to work. It is like the drawing of the architect, or the map of the explorer. Think over this for a few moments until you get the idea firmly fixed in your mind






Everyone visualizes whether he knows it or not. Visualizing is the great secret of success.



however difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at.

the past, like the future, is indefinite and exists only as a spectrum of possibilities.


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In Native teachings the color black means many things, but it does not mean evil. Black can mean the seeking of answers, the void, or the road of the spiritual or non-physical. The blue-black of raven contains an iridescence that speaks of the magic of darkness, and a changeability of forms and shape that brings an awakening in the process.

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as i design my future,

i let go of my past,

the closer i pay attention,

the more i will take that will last.


when you do what you fear most, then you can do anything.



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attraction takes action.






we cannot solve our problems by the same thinking we used when we created them.

everything down to every thought must transform.




look up at the stars and not down at your feet. try to make sense of what you see, and wonder about what makes the universe exist. be curious.





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it is time to step into the unknown…

the time is now.




not me, we!




all living things have the responsibility to lift and hold one another up.



Death of Ego = Freedom of Earth


we’ve got the whole world in our hands.


we must all come together as one, no matter our differences.



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In Spirit Quartz, powerful healing energy is directed through the main crystal while also being simultaneously radiated out in all directions by the tiny crystals that cover it. There are many paths the magnified energy of Spirit Quartz can take, and it stimulates on all levels the physical, intellectual, spiritual, emotional and subtle bodies. Simultaneously, Spirit Quartz brings focus to the energetic center of an issue, the “heart of the matter” or the core of dis-ease.Its ability to focus and bring energies together also makes Spirit Quartz an excellent stone for groups. Spirit Quartz fosters unity, peace, and a willingness to work together that is beneficial to families, communities, or businesses alike. Use Spirit Quartz in group meditations to connect the energies of all participants.
Spirit Quartz has been used to heighten experiences with astral travel, shamanic journeying, dream work, re birthing, and meditation. While primarily associated with the Crown Chakra, Spirit Quartz opens and cleanses all Chakras. A protective stone, both energetically and physically, Spirit Quartz shields the aura, transmutes negative energy, and protects from physical harm. The sense of calm and peace Spirit Quartz brings helps decrease fears, and makes it an excellent stone to use when dealing with the loss of a loved one, easing the grief of transition. Spirit Quartz can aid to increase physical and intellectual fertility.






nature goes to the same place to create a cluster of nebulas, a galaxy of stars, a rainforest, or a human body as it goes to create a thought.














we must practice butterfly medicine and transform globally.



 behind the appearance of separation is one unified field of wholeness. here the seer and the scenery are one.


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he for she… we for we.







 you must learn to get in touch with the innermost essence of your being. this true essence is beyond the ego. it is fearless; it is free; it is immune to criticism; it does not fear any challenge. it is beneath no one, superior to no one, and full of magic , mystery, and enchantment.




 in our resolve to work together to revive the health of our mother earth, let us respect our brothers’ and sisters’ spiritual vision and not argue and fight over the exactness of defining who or what the great spirit is.





substantially all ideas are secondhand, consciously and unconsciously drawn from a million outside sources…

we are all a part of the collective conscience.








every thought we have is affecting our universe whether good or bad… choose wisely.










we are all here together… we must do what we need to do to make things right again…

the time is now!



not just as a human race… but as an earthly race!

9dfef51d15e8c3dad846a15847dcfa58 in unity consciousness, we slip through the barrier of time into the playground of eternity, as when we say, “the beauty of the mountain was breathtaking; time stood still”.  then you and the mountain became one. at a very deep level of awareness, we know that you and i and the mountain and everything else is the same being in different disguises. this is the state of love – not as a sentiment, but as the ultimate truth, at the heart of all creation. 




expanding into brightness




do not let those who see this world as a small light dim the expansive reality of the brightness that you live in. you must remember that they can not believe in what they can not yet see… your world is big and bright!

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“It means that being who I really am is not forbidden or muted just because others are uncomfortable or don’t want to hear it.”

  • Center yourself and meditate on a decision before you that might generate some conflict; either within you, if you withhold who you are, or between yourself and others, if you exert who you are.

  • Breathe steadily and feel both the friction of being invisible and the friction of being visible

  • Breathe slowly and know that you are larger than any moment of conflict

  • Breathe deeply and know that who you are can withstand the experience of conflict that living requires.”

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the reality is that its not being small that we fear, that is where we feel most safe. we must break through the barrier of fear and realize that when we burn big and bright we are not only being true to ourselves but also allow others to meet us there.




A mind that is stretched by a new experience can never go back to its old dimensions.


“Ultimately there is no other purpose to being alive than to fully live. The more we can embrace this fact the more deeply we can do so, and as life unfolds within and around us we will know when to act and when to wait, when to speak and when to fall silent, when to stay and when to go…”


Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small things, but not you. Let others cry over small hurts, but not you. Let others leave their future in someone else’s hands, but not you.



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Blue Lace Agate has a soft, soothing elegance; like sky-blue waters released from winter’s grasp. Its graceful, circular design has a stimulating, positive effect on emotions and attitude. It is not a stone of protection, but rather of encouragement and support. Its circular flowing energy calms, uplifts and elevates. Blue Lace Agate is a stone of communication, helping those who have difficulty being heard by others, or who need confidence and articulation to share their truths. It provides clarity of thought and unwavering intent in regards to what matters most. Blue Lace Agate is a Stone of the Diplomat, assisting communication in situations where angry words must be avoided, but clear understanding is necessary. Metaphysically, Agate has a lower intensity and vibrates to a slower frequency than other stones, but is highly regarded as a stabilizing and strengthening influence. The layered bands of microscopic quartz in Agate may appear delicate, they are actually very strong. Agate is excellent for balancing emotional, physical and intellectual energy, and in harmonizing yin and yang, the positive and negative forces of the universe.


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We are the fulfillment of life just as we are: living, breathing, thinking and feeling. The purpose of our existence is simply to live and be aware of living, to be conscious of the life force coursing through our veins and to ground it more and more deeply as we remove our inner blocks and gather ourselves into this present moment.

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“The eternal dance between Life and Death,Calls me to stand my ground,Create, Expand, and Express myself,Or give up and be taken down.”



I would rather be exposed to the inconveniences attending too much liberty than those attending too small a degree of it.

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time travels

its crazy to me how the older i get the faster time speeds up. it is also amazing to me just how much i can slow it down. or as though sometimes it even stands still. traveling through time must be my favorite part though. to be within this non-existent realm of something that we have made up as well as making up everything within it. even sometimes allowing time to rule everything. it is also amazing to travel back in time, finding every moment within nostalgia while revisiting our past. or traveling to the future, attracting everything we want to at some point be in our “now”.

time travel for me already exists. through memory, nostalgia, our senses, time change, travel, dreaming, death & birth. getting to be anywhere we want to be at any given moment.

I am tomorrow, or some future day, what I establish today. I am today what I established yesterday or some previous day

You and I are essentially infinite choice-makers. In every moment of our existence, we are in that field of all possibilities where we have access to an infinity of choices.

Tiger Eye lets you see everything. Use it for insight and you can be a very lucky person. When used in jewelry the tiger eye may bring good luck and protection from the evil eye to the wearer. It is also known to bring clear thinking and insight. Tiger’s-eye or Cat’s-Eye is a stone for the mind, not the body. Tiger Eye is used to focus the mind. It will cause the mind to have feeling of oneness and feel more direct in all thoughts. It makes one aware of one’s own needs related to the needs of others. Carry tiger eye with you to keep you safe when traveling.

A man of genius makes no mistakes; his errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery.

(note from me: at the moment i am keeping calm myself and traveling through time. ahead 10 and a half hours on the clock but really going back in time. i have found myself in india and for now time is standing still. at least back in new york. here i am fully within each moment taking in everything as it comes to me. i will be here for some time so sorry for the delay on any post! to view what i am doing in india,  please view at…  www.dirtfloorsandstonewalls.wordpress.com. live it, love it & please share it!!! xx)


the rebirth

Cycles of birth, transformation, and death keep us ever fresh so that we can imagine new realms for our own existence.

it is constant.

with out death there is no life.

out of death, is life.

Every death is an opportunity for a quantum leap of creativity. Through death, we re-create  at every level.

January is named after Janus, the god of the doorway; the name has its beginnings in Roman mythology, coming from the Latin word for door (ianua) – January is the door to the year.

At this very moment, you are surrounded by an infinity of planes: all of these vibratory realms exist right next to you. In the field of infinite possibilities, as pure potential, you exist on all of these levels simultaneously. But at the level of experience, you exist in only one… your own projected plane of existence at any one time. If you could shift your perception right now into a different vibratory frequency, you could experience another reality.

all is transforming, and yet nothing ever dies. just as in life, so beyond death you continue to transform.

nothing has really died; it has only transformed.

you just must believe.

something has to die for something new to emerge, and our soul is constantly taking quantum leaps of creativity.  through death we re-create ourselves at every level of the body mind, the intellect, the personality. all of these things  have to die in order to recreate ourselves.

First comes thought; then organization of that thought, into ideas and plans; then transformation of those plans into reality. The beginning, as you will observe, is in your imagination.

You think you are alive
because you breathe air?
Shame on you,
that you are alive in such a limited way.
Don’t be without Love,
so you won’t feel dead.
Die in Love
and stay alive forever.

let go and attract.

Opal strengthens the will to live. It enhances cosmic consciousness and induces physic and mystical visions. Stimulating originality and dynamic creativity, it aids in accessing and expressing one’s true self. It is a karmic stone teaching that what you put out comes back. Opal amplifies traits and brings characteristics to the surface for transformation. Enhancing self-worth, it helps you understand your full potential. It can be used to send healing to the earths energy field, repairing depletion and re-engineering and stabilizing the grid.

The Universe, though it is timeless and eternal, functions through cycles of rest and activity, on & off. On and Off, Birth and Death, and we are constantly dying to recreate ourselves.

ever-changing, ever-growing, ever-expanding.

“What is REAL?” asked the Rabbit one day,
“Real isn’t how you are made,” said the Skin Horse. “It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real.”
“Does it hurt?” asked the Rabbit.
“Sometimes,” said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. “When you are Real you don’t mind being hurt.”
“Does it happen all at once, like being wound up,” he asked, “or bit by bit?”
“It doesn’t happen all at once,” said the Skin Horse. “You become. It takes a long time. That’s why it doesn’t happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.”