experiencing the experience

we are here and have been given this unlimited tool, our bodies. ruled by the unlimited power that is our thinking mind, full of unlimited love for all things, with unlimited room to explore. as i continue to find who i now am as a mother i realize i am not limited in who i have to be… i’ve just never gone through this experience before. no longer looking out, i look in and remember the unlimited possibility of making this experience mine. as i watch my son grow and meet his body, meet his surroundings and expand i am reminded more and more that we are given these incredible bodies with incredible senses to see it all, touch it all, taste it all, be it all.

 

 

 

 

 

you don’t know until you know

we have been given this life to experience it, we are in this realm now and only now.

let’s not waste it for our after life.

 

 

 

 

we can never truly know what it is like to be anyone else or know what anyone has really gone through. each one of our experiences make up, create, and affect our present moment. each experience is ours and only ours for the taking.

 

 

 

 

do you see what i see?

can you hear what i hear?

do you feel what i feel?

 

 

 

the purpose of life, afterall, is to live it, to taste it, to taste the experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience.

 

 

 

 

the marvelous richness of human experience would lose something of rewarding joy if there were no limitations to overcome. the hilltop hour would not be half so wonderful if there were no dark valleys to traverse.

 

Lapis Lazuli is said to help create and maintain a connection between the physical and celestial planes, creating a strong spiritual connection. This may be related to its property of assisting in contact with guardian spirits.

Lapis Lazuli is a manifestation stone. It is also an excellent meditation stone. Meditating on a goal or quality you wish to manifest can bring this strong manifestation energy in. It is also a powerful crystal for positive or white magic.

As a protection stone, Lapis Lazuli protects from psychic and physical attacks. It can be used in protection grids, worn, or carried to bring these protection energies. It can also be used for protection of an environment when placed in the four corners.

Lapis Lazuli is a stone of communication that can bring truthfulness, openness, and mental clarity. It is used to help you say just the right thing, as if by magic.

Mentally, Lapis Lazuli has helpful energy. It can bring mental and emotional virility and strengthen the mind. It also is said to enhance creativity.  Its energy can help organize daily life as well as organizing and quieting a busy or restless mind. lessening confusion, and increasing concentration.

 

    

it and you.

when did we decide that someone else gets to dictate what this is?

information is not knowledge. the only source of knowledge is experience.

with every new experience comes strength found in the previous.

own that strength and let it rule you. for it is your power and your power only.

and when we experience beauty and freedom let’s remember to share it, to pass it on, to let everyone you come into contact with know the magic that you’ve found.

and let your senses flow.

NOW, FOCUS ON THE EXPERIENCE.

we, myself and her

my deepest apologies for being mia these last few months. i had to hibernate and go within to put all of my energy and effort to giving birth to my son. his birth created a lot of turmoil inside of me. it was magical indeed, the coolest thing i ever have and ever will do, but my trust in my body and the universe to do what it needed to do didn’t go as planned and i found myself broken because of it.

i was somewhat swallowed up by the medical system and spit out feeling less than ever before. never being one to fit inside of a box becoming a mother has had it challenges mainly because i’m now feeling forced or pressured to fit into the “mom” category, one that to me feels so mediocre. like most things that women go through it’s just looked at as a thing that happens rather than given the true power that it deserves. here i am now knowing that i am a fucking goddess of creation and my son is a creation of light and power. that all the things i thought going into this adventure are true and no system will ever take that power away from me again.

we must give ourselves to the power of the self and our mother earth,  for everything it can do and does. if we treated ourselves and our universe with the energy and love it deserves i promise you this earth will be a place worth passing down to our children.

now being on the other end and somehow finding myself, spirituality and trust in all things magical, i am now out on the other end of things and ready to share my inspirations with you once again…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

when feeling pulled down, release all thoughts, breathe

 

and then just float on…

 

 

you must take care of yourself… give to yourself, then and only then can you truly give something worth giving.

 

actually, i did!

 

 

 

when you feel you’ve lost your way dig deep down into your center… that is where you always are.

 

mother earth never questions to do or not to do, she just does.

 

   

 

she is alive, she keeps us alive.

  

Hematite grounds and protects us.  It strengthens our connection with the earth, making us feel safe and secure.  It endows us with courage, strength, endurance and vitality.  A “stone for the mind”, Hematite stimulates concentration and focus, enhancing memory and original thought. Hematite utilizes the magnetic qualities of our yin-yang energies to balance the meridians within the body and to provide a stable equilibrium between the ethereal nervous system and the physical nervous system.  It focuses energy and emotions for balance between the body, mind and spirit. Dissolves negativity and prevents you from absorbing the negativity of others.  Hematite is strong, supporting timidity, boosting self-esteem and survivability, enhancing willpower and reliability, and imparting confidence.  It helps to overcome compulsions and addictions, treating overeating, smoking and other forms of overindulgence.

 

   

 

 

 

don’t forget to make your self a shrine.

 

 

we only have one life to live and one earth to give.

NOW, FOCUS ON ALL OF YOU.

 

back to the roots

before man, before religion, there was earth… praise the earth. 

as i walk the universe is walking with me

in beauty it walks before me

in beauty it walks behind me

in beauty it walks below me

in beauty it walks above in

beauty is on every side

as i walk,

i walk with beauty.

we have all come from the one great spirit and this precious earth is our common mother.

let us walk in harmony.

One of the highest vibration minerals currently found, Danburite “connects the heart of the mind with the mind of the heart”.  Highly spiritual and sought after for its metaphysical properties, Danburite is a powerful Heart Chakra stone, relieving emotional pain and increasing acceptance of one’s self and of others.  Danburite will help you to “let your light shine”.  The pure love energy of Danburite brings serenity and peace. Gentle yet powerful, Danburite also works with the Third Eye and Crown Chakras.  Danburite stimulates the Higher Crown Chakras, connecting the Heart to these Higher Chakras, and aids in communication with Angels and Guides.   Danburite is a good stone to have around during times of extreme change, and eases the transition of those leaving the physical human form.  Danburite can help heal old deep wounds, as well as clear past Karma.

by awakening the native american teachings, you come to the realization that the earth is not something simply that you build upon and take for granted. it is a living entity. it has consciousness.

Man’s law changes with his understanding of man. Only the laws of the spirit remain always the same.

and while i stood there i saw more than i can tell and understood more than i saw; for i was  seeing in a sacred manner the shapes of all things in the spirit, and the shape of all shapes as they must live together like one being.

we do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children.

We cannot simply think of our survival; each new generation is responsible to ensure the survival of the seventh generation. The prophecy given to us, tells us that what we do today will affect the seventh generation and because of this we must bear in mind our responsibility to them today and always.

the Peacemaker taught us about the seven generations. he said, when you sit in council for the welfare of the people, you must not think of yourself or of your family, not even of your generation. he said, make your decisions on behalf of the seven generations coming, so that they may enjoy what you have today.

you start to think in terms of the people who come after me. those faces that are coming from beneath the earth that are yet unborn, is the way we refer to that. they are going to need the same things that we have found here, they would like the earth to be as it is now, or a little better.

 When a man moves away from nature his heart becomes hard.

well let me tell you trees are amazing, we literally breathe the air they are creating, they clean up our pollution our carbon, they store and purify water… they give us medicine that cures our diseases and food that feeds us.

 … why are we continuing to cut down something that’s so precious and essential for our existence?

plant some trees and save us!

 

We are made from Mother Earth and we go back to Mother Earth.

to live by this principle, one would ask, prior to any undertaking, how it will affect the land, water, air, animals, birds, plants and the future for our children seven generations into the future?

how does it apply to you?

think about where you build a house, what kind of car you drive.

do you throw out or recycle?

what kind of impact are you making on the earth?

what kind of message are you giving your children? Teach them by example.

plants are our brothers and sisters. they talk to us and if we listen, we can hear them.

you are not here forever but your choices are.

NOW, FOCUS ON OUR EARTH.

one way or another

 one dream finished… now on to the next….

leave all the unnecessary excess baggage…

 

 

i did not do it for you… i did it for me.

Keep your thoughts positive, because your thoughts become your words. Keep your words positive, because your words become your behaviours. Keep your behaviours positive, because your behaviours become your habits. Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your values. Keep your values positive, because your values become your destiny

everything you need to make it happen is right inside of you.

Azurite’s metaphysical properties still mirror its legacy powers, clearing away tension and confusion, and opening the mind to new perspectives. This crystal stimulates the intellect, awakening the development of psychic and intuitive abilities, and brings inner vision into alignment with spiritual guidance. It may be used for the enhancement of dreams, entering a meditative or channeling state, and enables out of body journeys to take place safely. Azurite is an exceptional conductor of energy, bringing a grounded, more integrated process in healing physical dis-ease. The blue ray penetrates and moves energy, calming stress levels within the system while the green ray facilitates a deep healing force. It may also be used to activate the Third Eye in cleansing the subconscious of emotionally charged thoughts or negative feelings, and restoring a higher and clearer mental state. It assists in dissolving egocentric traits, dispelling conceit, arrogance and vanity, and instills a willingness toward flexibility and individuality based on a universal connection to all. Azurite tempers the mind; it releases stress and confusion, and alleviates worry, indecision, and thoughts that linger in the back of the consciousness. To restore balance and control over emotions and reactions, simply hold the crystal and ask to have the troublesome thoughts evaporate. It is a rubbing stone that prefers to be touched to release its energies, so when wearing or carrying Azurite, remember to rub it often. Azurite stimulates all the mind centers, nourishing a keen interest in life, one’s function in society, and discovering new commonalities and links within our world.

to every action is a reaction….

Don’t be afraid. The future is not disguised
…………as sleep. It is a tango. It is a waterfall between

two countries, the river that tried to drown you.

you can fake if you must.

“would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?”

“that depends a good deal on where you want to get to,” said the cat.

“i don’t much care where –” said alice.

“then it doesn’t matter which way you go,” said the cat.

 “– so long as I get somewhere,” alice added as an explanation.

“oh, you’re sure to do that,” said the cat, “if you only walk long enough.”

A mental image gives you a framework upon which to work. It is like the drawing of the architect, or the map of the explorer. Think over this for a few moments until you get the idea firmly fixed in your mind

 

 

 

Everyone visualizes whether he knows it or not. Visualizing is the great secret of success.

however difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at.

the past, like the future, is indefinite and exists only as a spectrum of possibilities.

 

In Native teachings the color black means many things, but it does not mean evil. Black can mean the seeking of answers, the void, or the road of the spiritual or non-physical. The blue-black of raven contains an iridescence that speaks of the magic of darkness, and a changeability of forms and shape that brings an awakening in the process.

as i design my future,

i let go of my past,

the closer i pay attention,

the more i will take that will last.

when you do what you fear most, then you can do anything.

 

 

attraction takes action.

  

 

 

 

we cannot solve our problems by the same thinking we used when we created them.

everything down to every thought must transform.

 

 

look up at the stars and not down at your feet. try to make sense of what you see, and wonder about what makes the universe exist. be curious.

EXIST.

 

 

 

it is time to step into the unknown…

the time is now.

NOW, FOCUS AND DO IT.

not me, we!

 

 

all living things have the responsibility to lift and hold one another up.

Death of Ego = Freedom of Earth

we’ve got the whole world in our hands.

we must all come together as one, no matter our differences.

 

 

 

In Spirit Quartz, powerful healing energy is directed through the main crystal while also being simultaneously radiated out in all directions by the tiny crystals that cover it. There are many paths the magnified energy of Spirit Quartz can take, and it stimulates on all levels the physical, intellectual, spiritual, emotional and subtle bodies. Simultaneously, Spirit Quartz brings focus to the energetic center of an issue, the “heart of the matter” or the core of dis-ease.Its ability to focus and bring energies together also makes Spirit Quartz an excellent stone for groups. Spirit Quartz fosters unity, peace, and a willingness to work together that is beneficial to families, communities, or businesses alike. Use Spirit Quartz in group meditations to connect the energies of all participants.
Spirit Quartz has been used to heighten experiences with astral travel, shamanic journeying, dream work, re birthing, and meditation. While primarily associated with the Crown Chakra, Spirit Quartz opens and cleanses all Chakras. A protective stone, both energetically and physically, Spirit Quartz shields the aura, transmutes negative energy, and protects from physical harm. The sense of calm and peace Spirit Quartz brings helps decrease fears, and makes it an excellent stone to use when dealing with the loss of a loved one, easing the grief of transition. Spirit Quartz can aid to increase physical and intellectual fertility.

 

 

 

nature goes to the same place to create a cluster of nebulas, a galaxy of stars, a rainforest, or a human body as it goes to create a thought.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

we must practice butterfly medicine and transform globally.

 behind the appearance of separation is one unified field of wholeness. here the seer and the scenery are one.

 

he for she… we for we.

 

 

 

 you must learn to get in touch with the innermost essence of your being. this true essence is beyond the ego. it is fearless; it is free; it is immune to criticism; it does not fear any challenge. it is beneath no one, superior to no one, and full of magic , mystery, and enchantment.

 

 in our resolve to work together to revive the health of our mother earth, let us respect our brothers’ and sisters’ spiritual vision and not argue and fight over the exactness of defining who or what the great spirit is.

 

 

substantially all ideas are secondhand, consciously and unconsciously drawn from a million outside sources…

we are all a part of the collective conscience.

 

 

 

every thought we have is affecting our universe whether good or bad… choose wisely.

 

 

 

 

we are all here together… we must do what we need to do to make things right again…

the time is now!

 

not just as a human race… but as an earthly race!

 in unity consciousness, we slip through the barrier of time into the playground of eternity, as when we say, “the beauty of the mountain was breathtaking; time stood still”.  then you and the mountain became one. at a very deep level of awareness, we know that you and i and the mountain and everything else is the same being in different disguises. this is the state of love – not as a sentiment, but as the ultimate truth, at the heart of all creation. 

NOW, FOCUS ON US AND ALL WE HAVE TO GIVE.

 

soaking up her vibes

We call upon the spirit of evolution, the miraculous force that inspires rocks and dust to weave themselves into biology. You have stood by us for millions and billions of years — do not forsake us now. Empower us and awaken in us pure and dazzling creativity.

If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.

                     when your Energy vibrates at a frequency that is in direct alignment with what the universe has been attempting to deliver your entire life, you begin to live in the flow and true miracles start to happen.

within the realm where masculine meets feminine.

Call on your internal masculine and feminine and set up a dialogue between them so they can begin to work in partnership and harmony. Give yourself a lot of love and encouragement. Make an appointment with yourself and say, ‘I love you, self. You are wonderful self. You are the best self.

 positivity can overcome the largest of obstacles.

we are boundless energy, limited by nothing, floating in a world of infinite possibilities.

Energy supply is within you. It’s your spiritual energy, and it comes from everywhere. The universe is grounded in infinite energy.

growth is the foundation of survival.

As we grow deeper roots into our inner riches, happiness becomes a way of life.

So many people are focused on personal energy that they neglect to explore spiritual energy. Food, work, loving relationships and personal creativity all have their source in spiritual energy. Your whole body runs on it. I know that’s hard to grasp at first, since two things stand in our way. The first is our current belief system, which holds that energy, like crude oil and natural gas, must be physical. Yet we all know that there’s an enormous difference between being joyful and inspired, and being depressed and hopeless. If you can tap into the source of joy and inspiration, the existence of spiritual energy will never be doubted again.

 

In its natural state, life flows without obstacles. It evolves and grows. It brings new insights and creativity with every breath. We can say this for certain because your cells depend on vibrant, creative energy every second as they meet new challenges and respond to the 1,001 activities going on at any given moment. If you can change your belief system to be more in accord with your body, the physical side of life would begin to channel energy, in a nourishing way, to your mind and spirit.

 I am now powerful, upright, and strong, Expressing a truth that is mine alone, Not posing and posting so as to be seen, But opening like a rose blooming in spring.

 my mind’s dedicated to justice my soul is devoted to love

and love is God and God is truth and truth is you and you are me and I am everything and everything is nothing and nothing is the birthplace of creation and transformation is possible and you are proof

we were born right now for a reason we can be whatever we give ourselves the power to be and right now we need

day dreamers gate keepers bridge builders soul speakers web weavers light bearers food growers wound healers trail blazers truth sayers life lovers peace makers

give what you most deeply desire to give every moment you are choosing to live or you are waiting

why would a flower hesitate to open? now is the only moment rain drop let go become the ocean

possibility is as wide as the space we create to hold it

 

Fire Opal is perfect for active people with a positive outlook on life. The fire patterns of Fire Opal will fill one’s soul with joy and a feeling of great beauty. The mere look at this stone reveals to us the energy and strength of Fire Opal’s inner fire. Opals, in general, are considered stones that people choose instinctively in order to be able to work on certain aspects of their personality. Fire Opal promotes free flow of emotions. It brings courage, endurance, strength and energy. Its warm, orange-red tones have an affirmative action on the psyche, and are conduits of warmth, peace and harmony.

 

 

NOW, FOCUS ON YOUR ENERGY.

finding weight in both scales

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 in the process of letting go you will lose many things from the past, but you will find yourself.

 Rose quartz is another healing crystal that is not necessarily closely associated with vertigo, but is sometimes used to relieve vertigo symptoms. Its calming and cooling energy works well across several Chakras, particularly the Crown and Heart Chakras. It helps to promote creativity and relaxation, and to ease emotional and physical unbalance and reduce stress. This stone of unconditional love that opens the heart chakra to all forms of love: self-love, family love, platonic love, and romantic love. The high energy of quartz gives rose quartz the property of enhancing love in virtually any situation. Bringing love in to life and daily situations not only brings inner warmth, but it also lowers stress and soothes those around it. Rose quartz is a very happy and loving stone. Rose quartz is used to raise self-esteem and a strong sense of self-worth. Its loving energies teach us to apply this love to ourselves and thereby find ourselves more worthy.

every negative belief weakens the partnership between mind and body.

bliss is not a feeling but a state of being, in the state of bliss everything is loved.

Balance, peace, and joy are the fruit of a successful life. It starts with recognizing your talents and finding ways to serve others by using them.

yoga: union of the self with the Supreme Being or ultimate principle.

 

Hummingbird’s message is adaptability in life’s many situations and being able to “roll with the punches”. If you have hummingbird medicine, you adapt easily to whatever situation you may find yourself in, and make the most of your new circumstances. You don’t waste time looking back and wishing for “what was” for you are concerned with making the most of “what is”.

In art and dream may you proceed with abandon.

In life may you proceed with balance and stealth.

 

 No person, no place, and no thing has any power over us, for ‘we’ are the only thinkers in our mind. When we create peace and harmony and balance in our minds, we will find it in our lives.

1. Know that the world “out there” reflects your reality “in here.” The people
you react to most strongly, whether with love or hate, are projections of your
inner world. What you most love is what you most wish for in yourself. Use the
mirror of relationships to guide your evolution. The goal is total self-knowledge.
When you achieve that, what you most want will automatically be there,
and what you most dislike will disappear.

2. Shed the burden of judgment – you will feel much lighter. Judgment imposes
right and wrong on situations that just are. Everything can be understood and
forgiven, but when you judge, you cut off understanding and shut down the
process of learning to love. In judging others, you reflect your lack of self-
acceptance. Remember that every person you forgive adds to your self-love.

3. Don’t contaminate your body with toxins, either through food , drink, or
toxic emotions. Your body is more than a life-support system. It is the vehicle
that will carry you on the journey of your evolution. The health of every cell
directly contributes to your state of well-being, because every cell is a point
of awareness within the field of awareness that is you.

4. Replace fear-motivated behavior with love-motivated behavior. Fear is the
product of memory, which dwells in the past. Trying to impose the past on the
present will never wipe out the threat of being hurt. That happens only when
you find the security of your own being, which is love. Motivated by the truth
inside you, you can face any threat because your inner strength is invulnerable
to fear.

5. Understand that the physical world is just a mirror of a deeper intelligence.
Intelligence is the invisible organizer of all matter and energy, and since a
portion of this intelligence resides in you, you share in the organizing power
of the cosmos. Because you are inseparably linked to everything, you cannot
afford to foul the planet’s air and water. But at a deeper level, you cannot afford
to live with a toxic mind, because every thought makes an impression on the
whole field of intelligence. Living in balance and purity is the highest good
for you and the Earth.

The best and safest thing is to keep a balance in your life, acknowledge the great powers around us and in us. If you can do that, and live that way, you are really a wise man.

 

 

 

MAY 2011 Newsletter Content

 

You and the Universe become one, and as such it creates through you as this form.  That’s the beauty of it. When the unmanifest flows into this world, it assumes form.  Most thoughts that people have in the unawakened state are repetitive old thoughts, conditioned thinking, conditioned by the past.  All you can rely on then is what you have accumulated in the past, you deal with things through conditioned thinking.  When the simple act of surrender opens your mind, it can then be used as an instrument.  Then, a thought may come in that is original and fresh and new.  That is the birth of form.  The birth of thought creates the birth of form.  The Universe uses you as a vehicle or a channel through which to create.  You are one.  It can use your mind, and become thought, words, physical things.  That’s the way in which the mind can actually be a helpful tool – alignment with the greater Intelligence, the One Consciousness.

 

 Always say “yes” to the present moment. What could be more futile, more insane, than to create inner resistance to what already is? what could be more insane than to oppose life itself, which is now and always now? Surrender to what is. Say “yes” to life — and see how life suddenly starts working for you rather than against you.

NOW, FOCUS ON YOUR EQUILIBRIUM.